Just be yourself, Mr. Beasley
I don’t need your show of attitude
Cus’ it’s your soul that makes me fall in love with you
- Mr Beasley, Corrinne May
(:
Hi friends! Smile and don’t be sad, or i’ll be sad too! haha
Who am I
At times I wonder what I feel about myself, and who am I exactly.
My identity is indeed in Him.
I am someone who currently feels full of life which has exciting purposes that are meant for His glory. There’s a passion springing out for people around, there’s a love which has been received and now desired to be given out to those around. I feel free, perhaps maybe because I am no longer in my control over my own life, because there’s a Greater Controller there who’s the director of my life. Hence I worry so much less, and every new day I seek to discover His heart, His desire, His dreams so that they can be mine. I feel faith rising, a spark, a new joy.
This dosent mean that I’m problem free,
but because of all these -
Tiffany is happy 
Christ, the giver of everlasting joy.
I receive, with arms open wide(:
& I want to give back.
Remembering You
I am desperate for love
Your love.
I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I
I wish You could stay
but I’ll, I’ll wait for the day
And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I’ll be remembering You
Oh and I’ll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I’ll be remembering You, I’ll be remembering You
From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love and no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
To a world I was made for
-Remembering You by Steven Curtis Chapman
So true.
Week 4
Its been OK.
For once, I find the things I’m learning has some use for the future. (Unlike the horrendous subject also known as Amaths) I especially like the module The Professional Practitioner (PROP). It speaks much sense, it makes us reflect and just questions about what values we hold, what values are we going to bring into the classroom, what values are we going to show to our collegues, the parents, and just everyone. The fact that that particular lecturer is a Christian – a strong on in fact, makes it all the more nicer 
So you see, what matters most is your values. And that makes you a professional practitioner to the fullest.
& Values, come from the Saviour.
So what matters most is putting Him into the picture
Have rather awesome classmates like MayLin Edinna Genell Afina Elaine Sharlyn YouSe Andrea and more, but I still miss people. Like Grace Jieyi Diane Celine Monica Lipin Rachel Ben Beverly YingEn Michael The-rest-of-Lawoos The-rest-of-Trackers and more. My proj group is kinda in a mess now =( But I guess and h0pe it’ll be okay soon.
I intend to (for the rest of the year):
1. Study hard when its time to study
2. Play hard without feeling guilty because of Pt 1
3. Keep up the friendships I have outside NP
4. PLAY DURING MY JUNE HOLS WITH LOVELY PEOPLE (Thats why pt 1 has to be there during the sem!)
5. Keep up with my Quiet time and find more love and joy in my relationship with Him.
6. Give me committment to cca!
SO, MISS ME PEOPLE, AND MEET UP WITH ME MORE OFTEN! : D
Start
New school, new friends. Friends made at FOC aren’t same course/class with me 
But yet, I’m not dreading school (:
First time for real its really new everything.
(BUT also first time I never buy new bag/shoes just YET!)
With fresh dreams, a new kind of joy thats dwelling, a perhaps different girl from the time she stepped into MG Secondary.
But yet again, I’m holding on tight to whatever experiences and friendships I’ve had this past 16+years.
Especially the last 2years.
Especially the last 3months.
Grace, Lipin, Jie, Charis, Diane, Emma, 4Sdears, Handbells seniors & juniors[the extremed loved], Trackers<3
You all are extremely dear to me
So never forget me and be with me as I start yet again
(as you know, I really do need familiarity haha.)
& I’ll never forget you all of course (:
As always, I’m always showering lots of TIFFANY LOVE!
Yay.
This 3years: for God.
Let Your glory shine
Let Your glory shine
Let Your glory shine through me
!
Let faith rise.
Random visit (:
Hello! (:
Its been awhile.
Haha, life’s been good. Bcause God is good!
Yup, He has been very very amazing.
Been going through TRACKERS, and now that its coming to an end i’m going to miss it alot.
Its been the best experience thus far.
Oh well, HI WORDPRESS, I’M SORRY BUT LIVEJOURNAL HAS BEEN CAPTIVATING ME HAHAHAHA
Maybe i’ll come back here again? You’ll never know.
Till then!
The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.
Galatians 5:6
Moved
oops i almost forgot about this place. yeah i really like it here, but i think i should just move since i rarely update here
HENCE!
http://agapelovee.livejournal.com
(so you can see that livejournal has won my heart over hehe)
Surrender
Hmm, i’ll like to say again that WE HAVE AN AWESOME GOD, & HE’S JUST SO SUPER AMAZING (: (: (: I love Him from the bottom of my heart! <3
i understand why He had to say those 4words to me on sunday. it was in preparation. this week’s lesson that He has delivered to me is Forgiveness, Surrendering & just seeing & being patient with His plan. its amazing, how i’ve been thinking of the word forgiveness & that was the theme for this week’s devotions (if anyone didn’t realize). this week has been a whirlwind. & i’m glad He reminded me once again that He IS real, He is there watching over at the end of the week. He reminded us that in times of confusion & darkness He’s still there. & there’s always a lesson to be learnt out of everything, whether good or bad. i’m glad for it, in fact i can almost hug it (though technically you can’t. how can you hug an issue or matter?!) i’m so glad. like what dunno who said in Heartsaflame, use your weaknesses to testify. for it is in our weaknesses that God heals & changes. why would He bother about the strengths & good points about people when its already.. good? He came down to save the lost, the poor, the evil, the sinners. with your weaknesses, testify to people. & i believe that we can do it, with Him as our strength. its about time to get rid of horrible habits. i feel as if God was gently calling us, gently disciplining us. & i’m super thankful for that.
i’m awfully thankful for such AWESOME friends (: i admire your strength, your humbleness, your graciousness. its amazes me & encourages me. its realy amazing how God put the same thoughts in our minds. so much so we didn’t need to repeat that to each other cus we are thinking of the same thing! more time for the encouragement (: yes we need accountibilty. i thank God for such great sisters-in-Christ. <3
& so that previous paragraph was a shoutout to DIANE ONG & GRACE LEE (: thank God for you two! lets jiayou together alrigght?
on another note altogether, GRACE! my mummmmy got the Secret Soundtrack! ahhh, super lovely (:
I Made That Happen
NOTE: POST WAS TYPED OUT ON SUNDAY, 27TH JULY 2008
like what diane said, heart’s on fire! wow God is really so amazing you know. He never fails me, never ever. i’m so amazed & He just proved me & encouraged me so much more. just when i needed it. <3 JESUS I’M FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU MORE & MORE EACH DAY, THANK YOU!
yes HEARTSAFLAME. one whooosh amazing conference! they really did have very good engaging speakers. i’m amazed by them. & yes the company! TO CHOSEN ONES, FAN & DIANE, YOU GUYS ROCKEEED God kept reminding me of the vision i saw not too long ago. perhaps, this was a followup? i will never forget the 27th June. when i felt as if He & i were standing there on a cliff looking down on all the mg girls praying, crying to the Father, giving back their lives to Him, & He saying to me “My dear child, look at this marvelous revival. i want you to be part of it. i want you to help me build my kingdom”
what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart O God
completely to You
yeah. is evangelism really the answer? is it? oh Lord, tell me.
& then today. tiffany being evangelized to isn’t exactly the best thing to do because i’m already trying hard to commit. yeah but yet God again works in His amazing ways (: somehow during the prayer i kept pondering about stuff. about all the latest things thats begun to weigh me down. i begun to think about the conflicts. things that made me.. sad. & i think for once, i really did bring all these to Jesus’ feet, laying it all down. & then when i opened my eyes, my eyes focused on Andrew (Fok)’s shirt. it was the BOB shirt. & at the back it said “I Made It Happen” yes it had totally no Christian revelence but YET, i felt as if God was telling me “look here, I made all these things happen for a reason. if i made these happen, i would know the solution. do you not doubt me? why fret so much? just come to me, lay it all down, & i’ll give you the solution. my child, i love them all. why would i forsake them. why would i forsake you. i let all these things happen for a reason. & i want to use you to somehow be a testimony”
okay maybe the testimony part was from myself. 
but yes i truly felt Him talking to me. i was just so so so stunned by fok’s shirt. i kept staring at those words as if they were coming so alive.
& then you know, i made that commitment all over again. i was reassured that my whole life i going to be committed to Him. not till the age of 24, but forever & ever (:
so, i’m going to try. i really am. Lord, help me.
yeah. i think i might have more reflections to put down, but i’m really zzzz now so i’m gna sleeeep! goodnight & God bless anyone who comes here tons! remember to spread God’s love <3
