serving others

what makes a good leader?

knowing when & how to encourage the people that you take care of, spurring them on when they feel down, letting them know you love them.
loving them sincerly with all your heart.

to me, thats my defination of being a good leader. reaching out for those who you’re responsible for, & yeah. i hope that by the end of July, i can look back & i say i have been one. my only wish for the handbellchoir is that they as an individual can grow more in skill, in character & spiritually. & that they can always carry on the spirit of a mghandbeller. & definately, bring the choir to greater heights. GWH YOU ALL!!! hahahah =D

JIAYOU JIAYOU.

alrights i really have been blogging here prac everyday! bleeahhh. hahahahaa. shall go do something more productive ((:

school’s such a bother these days, bother. haha.

sometimes people gotta be happier with simpler stuff eh.
being happy is good what! heh.

oh well. i thank the Lord for such awesome people around me (:
to a certain few, you guys really helped me alot recently
& thanks plenty for all the weirdo nonsense we always talk & laugh & whatever about hahhha.

bleah. i don’t like midyears

i think i’ve been blogging here a wee bit too muchhh (:

33
the age that You died for me
now here i am at 33
33
you crowned it with Your life upon a tree
the mystery of Your love for me.

you know what?

you know what?
i always loved you friend, we always did.
but somehow, you have yet to open your eyes & realize that the simplest things on earth can mean such joy.
you don’t see or hear the concerned prayers, the tears & all.
we love you, we really do.
i don’t know why i’ve been slowly disappearing.
maybe its because talking to my dearest Christian friends is so much more encouraging.
because we believe in the same thing, we find our joy in one person, one God.

-

i lay every burden down, at the foot of the cross.
thank You Lord.

>:(

TODAY IS SUCH A HOT HOT HUMID DAY GRRRRRRRR.

no fun

boo to global warming, urggh.

i’ll stand

You stood before creation
Forever within Your hand
You spoke all life into motion
My soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
And carried the cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

today, i knelt before the cross & cried. i have never felt anything like that before. it was a whole new experience. it was such a desperate urge to do so much more for You, yearning for something greater, something that i never expect of myself. &, just letting Him take control.

Lord, work Your amazing ways through me, in me. i’m giving my whole life to You. not that my passion died & was renewed today, but it got stronger today. Oh Lord, i love you so. there must be something greater you have for me. & today, i’m asking you & letting you show that to me.

i’m living for You alone. promise promise.

thank you. you have inspired me so so much. its just… wow. haha.

study study.

TIFFANY. PLEASE STUDY.

hahaha i conclude i really cannot take alot of milk products. i visited the toilet for quite awhile today urggh.

i forgot what i wanted to say.. oh well! come back again later, when i’m done with studying ((:

[edit]

AHA back! hmm lets see today i did stuff. studyyy yessss. 9+ chapters of CHEMISTRY. 2hours of CHEM tuition. blah i am going to die from overdose of chemistry. yep & now i shall do PHYSICS. yes today’s a sciency day, how cool is that! (so not. but amazing haha!) & tml will be a mathy day. lalalalaa wheeeee. yes through Christ all things are possible! I’M GOING TO PASS MY CHEM MIDYEARS, PRELIMS & OLEVELS. & its gna be more than just a pass, cus i’ve got Christ with me )))) yayyyy.

God Speaking
Have you ever heard a love song that
set your spirit free
Have you ever watched a sunrise and
felt that you could not breathe
what if its Him
what if its God speaking

Have you ever cried a tear that
You could not explain
Have you ever met a stranger
Who already knew your name
What if it’s Him
What if it’s God speaking

Who knows how He’ll get a hold of us
Get our attention to prove He is enough
He’ll do and He’ll use
Whatever He wants to
To tell us “I love you”

Have you ever lost a loved one
Who you thought should still be here
Do you know what it feels like
To be tangled up in fear
What if He’s somehow involved
What if He’s speaking through it all

Who knows how He’ll get a hold of us
Get our attention to prove He is enough
He’ll do and He’ll use
Whatever He wants to
To tell us “I love you”

His ways are higher
His ways are better
Though sometimes strange
What could be stranger
Than God in a manger

Who knows how He’ll get a hold of us
Get our attention to prove He is enough
Who knows how He’ll get a hold of you
Get your attention to prove He is enough
He’ll do and He’ll use
Whatever He wants to
To tell us “I love you”

God is speaking
“I love you”

thank you

thank you Lord
thank you to you, you, you & you
(:

its been great talking & all. haha.

make a difference

oh Lord, take control. teach me how to lead, teach me to always constantly behave in a way that glorifies Your name. lead my heart, lead my spirit. allow me to make that difference, somehow.

You have been awesome, & i’m sure that once again, You’ll amaze me once more. (:

Won’t You Lord
Take a look at my hands
Everything I have
Use it for Your plan
Won’t You Lord
Take a look at my heart
Mold it, refine it
As You set me part

I want to run to the altar
And catch the fire
To stand in the gap
Between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion
For a world without vision
We will make a difference
Bringing hope to our land

We will answer the call
To build this church without walls
Let Your glory be shown
Bring salvation to the lost
To the lost

sigh so many things crashing in at once.. & i’m just feeling pretty confused & yeahh. i remembered to do my quiet time & yeah, God really spoke through the Bible again. aha. now i’m feeling refreshed & happy again. heh. ladeeda. ALRIGHT TIME MANAGEMENT, TIFFANY’S GNA MASTER YOU WAHAHAHA.

in everything set them an example by doing what is good. in your teaching show integrity, seriousness & soundness of speech that cannot be condemned, so that those who oppose you may be ashamed because they have nothing bad to say about us.
titus 2: 7-8

ahhhhh.

i think i’m NOT prepared for midyears!

(let me scream here for awhile in panic)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHH. AHH. AHHHHHH.

okays, done!

TIFFANY STOP PROCRASTINATINGGGG.

 

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hello i really enjoy using wordpress actually. maybe one day i’ll move over here totally. haha. meanwhile.. i give up on xanga & livejournal. wordpress & blogger wheee! (:

& it’ll probably be a while before anyone else knows of this place. yepyep.

MIDYEARS.ARE.COMING. i felt that sudden fear once again in my heart. but then i remembered. “in God i trust, i do not need to be afraid. what can man do to me?” Psalms 56:11. very sweet verse. okay, the exams is all committed to the Lord. i know i shall do fine. maybe not incredibly well, but good enough for a start, hopefully. haha. (:

alrights, back to SS now. love!