Lovemg08

alright! so lovemg was last night. & i’m really 100% glad i went for it! to think that i wasn’t even sure if i should go or not. & so PLENTY OF THANKS to several really awesome people!

1) Charis Fan. the one who pestered me throughout like since dunno how many days ago! hahahah (:
2) Ng Lipin! hahaha seriously la, you inspired me so much to go for lovemg. i don’t know how, but you just did. (:
3) Diane Ong. hahaa yes she did contribute in asking me if i was going
4) CHERRY FONG. HAHA. seriously, if you didn’t come pestering me the day before, the thought would have continued to stay stuck outside my brain. yes you’re probably the one that really did made me go for it (:

hahahah i kept seeing cherry & roxanne before lovemg! strange, but hmm, i love those two! (:

hmm yeah okay what really really made lovemg so much different from other events that i attended, was that i truly truly felt God’s presence! i don’t know how, but it was just there. like, even before the sermon started, during worship, i felt (& okay i did) like just crying. i was just so awe-d by His presence again. i don’t know if anyone felt it, but i really really did.

yep sermon was really awesome. hahaha somehow God made it to be an reinforcement to the sermon fan & i were watching the other day. the part on how big our God is? yeah! we all must watch it again together (:

what really touched me so much, was not going up at alter call, but it was seeing people going up there. hahaa i knew that that really wasn’t exactly for me. but what i really sensed God was saying to me was “see, so many people out there, needs to be constantly touched, look how great it is when more & more people turn to me!” wow, haha i never cried so much for such a long time. plus, it wasn’t sad. it was so touching & there & then i knew that my whole life was truly dedicated to Him. this generation needs revival, & God was just telling me that i was going to part of it. i don’t know how, but yeah, that was the real message delivered to me last night. & its amazing, so many people cried la.

God gave me the assurance, that He’s gonna use me, somehow. He kept reminding me of so many things that happened this year. joining an adult small group, adriel coming in as our ysgl, being part of the callteam, being part of the sparked thinggg(:, thurs sharing & worship session, &.. i don’t know what else. but yeah, really encouraging. haha oh yes handbells too (: yes. His hand of assurance & peace just came over me. totally.

haha & oops maybe i was crying a bit too obviously hahaha!

but yes, i loved it. lovemg. hahahaa i totally love my school! thats one thing i’m really gna miss. the Christian environment, & all the love that IN THE AIR HAHAHAAHA

ah well. sis’ birthday today. going seoul garden. after that, i really need to go shop for presents & others!

More then Wonderful

He promised us that He would be counselor
A mighty God and the Prince of Peace
He promised us that He would be a Father
And He would love us with a love that would not cease

Well I tried Him and I found His promises are true
He’s everything He said that he would be
The finest words I know could not begin to tell
Just what Jesus really means to me

For He’s more wonderful than my mind can conceive
He’s more wonderful than my heart can believe
He goes beyond my highest hopes and fondest dreams
He’s everything that my soul ever longed for
Everything He’d promised and so much more
More than amazing
More than marvelous
More than miraculous could ever be
He’s more than wonderful
That’s what Jesus is to me

I stand amazed when I think that the King of Glory
Would come to lie within the heart of man

Oh, I marvel just to know He really loves me
When I think of who He is and who I am

haha wow, was listening to this song. pretty amazing. & true hmm (:

Jesus, You are everything You are

friend. whatever you typed there is something that i’ve been feeling. hahahaha <3

God is so so so good. He is always giving me surprises (: i can only be really thankful. you know, sometimes i really really thank God that i live in Singapore, a place where there’s peace, where i get the chance to know Him. like, how many people out there actually don’t get a chance to know about the gospel? at least, they didn’t get the chance to know it since young.

so many years, i never knew that knowing the gospel is different from applying the gospel. i never knew what was Christianity. nope, not at all. it was as if i was at the door, but somehow never knowing that i could actually knock & go in. 12years of that. then, i finally realized i could actually knock. & i began to do that, for 3years. & finally. on my 16th year. i finally found the key into unlocking it.

i never knew what a personal relationship with Christ is like.

hahaha well, better to be late than never (: whatever it is, i’m pretty thankful. no in fact, very. you dont know how many times i can just sit there with awe of Him, raising my hands in surrender & worship alone in my room, & the urge to dance around like there’s no tomorrow (:

God’s power, is awesome. when it overflows in yourself, the experience is just.. amazing.

give God a chance to use you, to fill you with His love, to show that He loves you, to prove to you that He is a great God.

just watch out. He’ll surprise you by going beyond your expectations.

afterall, He’s GOD, isn’t He? (:

this moment

okay so i havent blogged here for a pretty long time. haha honestly i really like this place alot better than anywhere else. i only keep my blog cus there’s so many memories there hmm (: who knows, i might just totally move here one day!

someone tell me, whats my gift?

haha things have been happening recently. happy & sad things. oh well. i conclude that i’m grateful that i have my heavenly Father up there. a Father that i can have a personal relationship with, & i’m really thankful for that. thank God for Jesus! haha cus without Him, we wouldn’t have access to God so yeah.

treasure this moment. never make the same mistake as some others.

i don’t know, but once the moment’s gone, its gone. there’s no turning back. i wish we could. but we can’t.

lalalalaaaa. school’s starting! hahaha i feel as if i havent people for agesssss. hahaha okay though we met like once, it didnt feel long enough. oh well. thanks charis fan for just talking about all sorts of things on the phone! (: havent talked to people on the phone for quite awhile already. & its something, quite pleasant. haha.

God has awesome plans. thats cus He’s awesome. wheeee. haha i know that somehow, He will always makes things straight. all you & i need to do is to surrender, trust, believe, have faith, & have hope.

i think, thats the number1 lesson that God has been teaching me this 2008. amazing stuff. haha. (: yay God, You always surprise me with..everything!

i don’t like it when people ask me what i’m gna do in the future. cus.. i really don’t know. haha! ah welllll. as in.. hahaa i don’t know how to say it. only a few people do understand i guess? hmm (:

okay i dont know what else i want to say, so till here!

(MONICA’S COMING BACK IN LESS THAN A WEEK’S TIMEEE! <3)

tiffany must…

TIFFANY WILL WORK HARD & MAKE FULL USE OF HER WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK, & ALL HER TIME IN JULY!

come on tiff tiff tiffany! you can do this! with Christ! break over, TIME TO CHIONG AGAIN. ahh, this means its back to brainwashing myself that physics, chem, amath, emath, geog, hist is totally awesome. oh bother. i shall tell myself i have been almost living in denial ONLY AFTER OLEVELS MUAHAHHAA.

so tiffany, as for now all your subjects are ultra interesting & possible to get A!

[okayyyy.... now i'm going abitttttt mad :/]

haha yea. i am fully rested in Christ! i can, i know i can. others cannot, i can. cus i’ve got Him eh! ;D

siggggh. i feeel like doing about everything BUT studying at the moment ):

alright, sleeep time yay! (: i am such a pig, seriously

 tiffany. (: dance, with cinderella says:
gahh
tiffany. (: dance, with cinderella says:
i need to study mannnn ):
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hah ayea same
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but tis the season to be jolly
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o wait tats dec
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haha
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umm
[c=61]Shhh.. [c=55]Its a secret![c=62]デイビッド[/c][/c][/c] says:
tis the season to be sweaty
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haha

HAHA ALRIGHT DAVID YOU ARE ONE FUNNY GUY. study hard la! & go to sleep NOWWWWW.

Cinderella

She spins and she sways
To whatever song plays
Without a care in the world
And I’m sitting here wearing
The weight of the world on my shoulders

It’s been a long day
And there’s still work to do
She’s pulling at me
Saying “Dad, I need you

There’s a ball at the castle
And I’ve been invited
And I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?”

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
‘Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don’t want to miss even one song
‘Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she’ll be gone…

She says he’s a nice guy and I’d be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says, “Dad, the prom is just one week away
And I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?”

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
‘Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don’t want to miss even one song
‘Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she’ll be gone

She will be gone

Well, she came home today with a ring on her hand
Just glowing and telling us all they had planned
She says, “Dad, the wedding’s still six months away
But I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?”

So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
‘Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don’t want to miss even one song
‘Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she’ll be gone

http://www.stevencurtischapman.com/thismoment.htm

hmm. you know it just reminds us on how much we need to treasure the people around you. a very heartwarming song. the tune is really nice too. click on that link for the sample song! yeah. its by Steven Curtis Chapman. his songs are pretty much awesome.

i guess this song, plus the song below this post serves as a reminder to us, & them? the chapman family i mean.

 At approximately 5pm on the afternoon of Wednesday May 21st, Maria Sue Chapman, 5 years old and the youngest daughter to Steven and Mary Beth Chapman was struck in the driveway of the Chapman home in Franklin, TN. Maria was rushed to Vanderbilt Childrens Hospital in Nashville, transported by LifeFlight, but died of her injuries there. Maria is one of the close knit family’s six children and one of their three adopted daughters.

yeaaah )))): the family is really awesome you know! i felt rather blaaaaah when i read that not too long ago. plus, it was her older brother that ran over her :/ pray for them, that they will be ever more close than what they were previously. they were such a perfect family. my heart sure goes out to them.

ah well. its back to studying again.

 

With Hope

This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you’ve gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but …

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
‘Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
‘Cause we believe with hope
(There’s a place by God’s grace)
There’s a place where we’ll see your face again
We’ll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God’s plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father’s smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
‘Cause now you’re home
And now you’re free, and …

We have this hope as an anchor
‘Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so …

So we can cry with hope
And say goodbye with hope

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

really thoughtful song. by Steven Curtis Chapman.

Hosanna

jumping up & down
jumping up & down
jumping up & down shout hosanna
HOSANNA!

hahaha donut man song, one song that makes me feel like bouncing! very cute song hehehee (:

I LOVE MY WHITEBOARD ((((: do you know that whiteboards are one of the coolest things on earth?
ahahaaaa.

let us make a difference, let us carry out the promises & ideas we made yea? lets not lose the spark, the passion, the love of God.

Change?

I WANT TO BE A CHANGEMAKER.

 

i remember that promise, yes i do. (:

One Thing

One thing
One thing I desire
One thing I seek
To gaze upon Your beauty
Your majesty

In the day of trouble
You cover me
In the secret place of refuge
Lord I will sing

So I pray to You
So I pray to You

Lord Your Name is higher than the heavens
Lord Your Name is higher than all created things
Higher than hope
Higher than dreams
The Name of the Lord

All I want is You
All I want is You
Jesus

 

hmm.
Lord, remind me to seek you always. i pray that the things in this world would never be my focus, because i wanna live by faith, with You, for You.

look what i found!

though You have not seen Him, you love Him; & even though you do not see Him now, you believe in Him & are filled with an inexpressible & glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, for the salvation of your souls -1Peter 1: 8-9

hmm.

i think sometimes i can just spend a few hours in quiet awe.

haha ANYWAY! to you two, we so need to catch up again with one another & be refreshed! tuesday tuesday? (:

thank God for you two, seriously.