lost without you

oh God. help me keep the fire going, help me keep the flame burning, help me keep the joy of the Lord & the hope strong. everyone’s failing Lord, everyone’s falling. help me, to be the last one forever standing if everyone else fails.

do you know, how tired i really was. seeing everyone so urgh. i wanted to feel that way too. i wanted to be pissed at things, i wanted to cry with despair as well. hahaa talk about peer pressure. but yet, something, someone tells me to keep going. just keep going. just clinging on to the truth, the cross. to continue the genuine smile, to continue tolerating everything, everyone. to keep that paitience going.

there’s that distant light. i’m reaching out. i know that there’s someone there beside me pushing me on. that someone is none but Jesus. there’s always light at the end of the darkest tunnel. if its night time, then surely day time would come. everything, is in God’s perfect timing. His timing, not ours. thats why sometimes we can’t understand. God what, hahaa.

Lord you are amazingly wonderfully mysterious. no one can fathom Your ways.
but You ARE the way
& i’m clinging on oh so tightly to that truth.

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I I’m desperate for you
And I I’m I’m lost without you

another week. hang on tiffany, hang on. you’re gna make it through (:

weary? fix your eyes on Jesus

..Let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
Hebrews 12: 1-3 

When, did anyone never feel tired, or weary? or bascially in singlish, SIAN of everything thats around us. wishing that time would just freeze for a little while & we could then just rest, or just scream our hearts out?

we all need that break, we all long for someone to just be there in our darkest times. we long for that everlasting eternal hug.

Jesus says. rest in me. rest, rest.

some people do not believe that that is possible. some people are unaware of it. some people just can’t remember that.

life goes on, we can never freeze time. thats just wishful thinking. Heaven & Earth will fade, but His word will still remain

Jesus is the same yesterday, today & forever.

He’s there for you, He’s right there beside you.

thing is, do we choose to look & fix our eyes on Him?

With One Voice

We come together with a holy purpose
We come together for the highest cause
We speak one language from a heart of worship
Gathered to bring a song to the world
for Your glory

With one voice we will sing
Every tribe and every tongue
brings a harmony
With one voice we will bring
Heaven’s beautiful melody down to this earth
As we sing to our King
with one voice

Oceans divide us
but we sing together
Now what defines us is our love of You
From every nation and across all borders
gathered to bring a song to the world
for Your glory

With one voice we will sing
Every tribe and every tongue
Brings a harmony
With one voice we will bring
Heaven’s beautiful melody down to this earth
As we sing to our King
With one voice

Come on come on and join the song
Our God our God is on the throne
Come on come on and join the song
Hallelujah hallelujah

Come on come on and join the song
Our God our God is on the throne
Come on come on and join the song
Hallelujah

Hallelujah, our God reigns
Let us all rejoice

With one voice we will bring
Heaven’s beautiful melody down to this earth
As we sing, sing to our King
With one voice
With one voice

Hallelujah, our God reigns
Let us all rejoice
Sing hallelujah
Sing His praise
Let us all rejoice

Sing hallelujah, our God reigns
Let us all rejoice
Sing hallelujah
Sing His praise
Let us all rejoice

 

& so you know, i have this passion.

God is speaking, He is. awesome-ness. hahah THANK YOU LORD for today’s oral. its really good, to just spend the hour before going into the room just seeking Him, praying, singing songs & all. & yes although my oral wasn’t as successful as i hoped it would be, it still went rather recently. hmm so i’m satisfied

“Lord, before i go in, i just wanna thank you for it. for going through it with me. remind me, to praise you whatever results it may be.”

hmm yes (: ah well. i thank God for giving me this life, for giving me the opportunity to know Him early, for placing me in mg, for providing me with pretty much awesome friends, for being my God.

hmm yes God. you WILL use me & WILL let you use me.

God is so cool. He revealed a little of my destiny. i’m excited. hahaha, i don’t care what people will say, because i’m gonna follow Him all the days of my life. i’m going to live my life to the fullest, because its His gift to me. oh Lord, i want to do more, just so much more. for Your name. (:

i don’t know what, i don’t know how, but i know who i’m doing it for.

its never for myself, never ever. in whatever i do, its for Him.

to love others no matter where they come from. it seemed difficult at first, but now it isnt that hard anymore. just see Jesus in them.

to surrender everything into His hands. it seemed so difficult, so so so difficult. but when i try, it ain’t that difficult anymore. in fact, i feel happier than before.

to share. something that i never dreamt doing in my whole entire life. something that i never pictured before. but yet, its happening. & its becoming such a passion.

from appreciation, to a joy, to a passion. it isn’t easy, but its coming through.

indeed, i can do all ALL things through Christ who strengthens me.

oh wow. i love You God <3