Lovemg08

alright! so lovemg was last night. & i’m really 100% glad i went for it! to think that i wasn’t even sure if i should go or not. & so PLENTY OF THANKS to several really awesome people!

1) Charis Fan. the one who pestered me throughout like since dunno how many days ago! hahahah (:
2) Ng Lipin! hahaha seriously la, you inspired me so much to go for lovemg. i don’t know how, but you just did. (:
3) Diane Ong. hahaa yes she did contribute in asking me if i was going
4) CHERRY FONG. HAHA. seriously, if you didn’t come pestering me the day before, the thought would have continued to stay stuck outside my brain. yes you’re probably the one that really did made me go for it (:

hahahah i kept seeing cherry & roxanne before lovemg! strange, but hmm, i love those two! (:

hmm yeah okay what really really made lovemg so much different from other events that i attended, was that i truly truly felt God’s presence! i don’t know how, but it was just there. like, even before the sermon started, during worship, i felt (& okay i did) like just crying. i was just so awe-d by His presence again. i don’t know if anyone felt it, but i really really did.

yep sermon was really awesome. hahaha somehow God made it to be an reinforcement to the sermon fan & i were watching the other day. the part on how big our God is? yeah! we all must watch it again together (:

what really touched me so much, was not going up at alter call, but it was seeing people going up there. hahaa i knew that that really wasn’t exactly for me. but what i really sensed God was saying to me was “see, so many people out there, needs to be constantly touched, look how great it is when more & more people turn to me!” wow, haha i never cried so much for such a long time. plus, it wasn’t sad. it was so touching & there & then i knew that my whole life was truly dedicated to Him. this generation needs revival, & God was just telling me that i was going to part of it. i don’t know how, but yeah, that was the real message delivered to me last night. & its amazing, so many people cried la.

God gave me the assurance, that He’s gonna use me, somehow. He kept reminding me of so many things that happened this year. joining an adult small group, adriel coming in as our ysgl, being part of the callteam, being part of the sparked thinggg(:, thurs sharing & worship session, &.. i don’t know what else. but yeah, really encouraging. haha oh yes handbells too (: yes. His hand of assurance & peace just came over me. totally.

haha & oops maybe i was crying a bit too obviously hahaha!

but yes, i loved it. lovemg. hahahaa i totally love my school! thats one thing i’m really gna miss. the Christian environment, & all the love that IN THE AIR HAHAHAAHA

ah well. sis’ birthday today. going seoul garden. after that, i really need to go shop for presents & others!