Week 4

Its been OK.
For once, I find the things I’m learning has some use for the future. (Unlike the horrendous subject also known as Amaths) I especially like the module The Professional Practitioner (PROP). It speaks much sense, it makes us reflect and just questions about what values we hold, what values are we going to bring into the classroom, what values are we going to show to our collegues, the parents, and just everyone. The fact that that particular lecturer is a Christian – a strong on in fact, makes it all the more nicer

So you see, what matters most is your values. And that makes you a professional practitioner to the fullest.
& Values, come from the Saviour.
So what matters most is putting Him into the picture

Have rather awesome classmates like MayLin Edinna Genell Afina Elaine Sharlyn YouSe Andrea and more, but I still miss people. Like Grace Jieyi Diane Celine Monica Lipin Rachel Ben Beverly YingEn Michael The-rest-of-Lawoos The-rest-of-Trackers and more. My proj group is kinda in a mess now =( But I guess and h0pe it’ll be okay soon.

I intend to (for the rest of the year):
1. Study hard when its time to study
2. Play hard without feeling guilty because of Pt 1
3.  Keep up the friendships I have outside NP
4. PLAY DURING MY JUNE HOLS WITH LOVELY PEOPLE (Thats why pt 1 has to be there during the sem!)
5. Keep up with my Quiet time and find more love and joy in my relationship with Him.
6. Give me committment to cca!

SO, MISS ME PEOPLE, AND MEET UP WITH  ME MORE OFTEN! : D

Start

New school, new friends. Friends made at FOC aren’t same course/class with me

But yet, I’m not dreading school (:

First time for real its really new everything.
(BUT also first time I never buy new bag/shoes just YET!)
With fresh dreams, a new kind of joy thats dwelling, a perhaps different girl from the time she stepped into MG Secondary.

But yet again, I’m holding on tight to whatever experiences and friendships I’ve had this past 16+years.
Especially the last 2years.
Especially the last 3months.
Grace, Lipin, Jie, Charis, Diane, Emma, 4Sdears, Handbells seniors & juniors[the extremed loved], Trackers<3
You all are extremely dear to me
So never forget me and be with me as I start yet again
(as you know, I really do need familiarity haha.)
& I’ll never forget you all of course (:
As always, I’m always showering lots of TIFFANY LOVE!

Yay.

This 3years: for God.

Lovemg08

alright! so lovemg was last night. & i’m really 100% glad i went for it! to think that i wasn’t even sure if i should go or not. & so PLENTY OF THANKS to several really awesome people!

1) Charis Fan. the one who pestered me throughout like since dunno how many days ago! hahahah (:
2) Ng Lipin! hahaha seriously la, you inspired me so much to go for lovemg. i don’t know how, but you just did. (:
3) Diane Ong. hahaa yes she did contribute in asking me if i was going
4) CHERRY FONG. HAHA. seriously, if you didn’t come pestering me the day before, the thought would have continued to stay stuck outside my brain. yes you’re probably the one that really did made me go for it (:

hahahah i kept seeing cherry & roxanne before lovemg! strange, but hmm, i love those two! (:

hmm yeah okay what really really made lovemg so much different from other events that i attended, was that i truly truly felt God’s presence! i don’t know how, but it was just there. like, even before the sermon started, during worship, i felt (& okay i did) like just crying. i was just so awe-d by His presence again. i don’t know if anyone felt it, but i really really did.

yep sermon was really awesome. hahaha somehow God made it to be an reinforcement to the sermon fan & i were watching the other day. the part on how big our God is? yeah! we all must watch it again together (:

what really touched me so much, was not going up at alter call, but it was seeing people going up there. hahaa i knew that that really wasn’t exactly for me. but what i really sensed God was saying to me was “see, so many people out there, needs to be constantly touched, look how great it is when more & more people turn to me!” wow, haha i never cried so much for such a long time. plus, it wasn’t sad. it was so touching & there & then i knew that my whole life was truly dedicated to Him. this generation needs revival, & God was just telling me that i was going to part of it. i don’t know how, but yeah, that was the real message delivered to me last night. & its amazing, so many people cried la.

God gave me the assurance, that He’s gonna use me, somehow. He kept reminding me of so many things that happened this year. joining an adult small group, adriel coming in as our ysgl, being part of the callteam, being part of the sparked thinggg(:, thurs sharing & worship session, &.. i don’t know what else. but yeah, really encouraging. haha oh yes handbells too (: yes. His hand of assurance & peace just came over me. totally.

haha & oops maybe i was crying a bit too obviously hahaha!

but yes, i loved it. lovemg. hahahaa i totally love my school! thats one thing i’m really gna miss. the Christian environment, & all the love that IN THE AIR HAHAHAAHA

ah well. sis’ birthday today. going seoul garden. after that, i really need to go shop for presents & others!

Passione

we want to run to the altar
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living and the death
give us a heart of compassion
for a world without vision
we will make a difference
bringing hope to our land

bursting full of passion, i realize. haha. God changes people. for one, me.

singing songs & thinking about life with God in it makes me smile. makes me appreciate how much God has done. sometimes we need to realize & consider the little things in life & then maybe, just maybe, we can see the bigger picture He has for us oh so much clearer. i am really excited (: for everything. i know my God WILL provide! i know, because since when has He not? think about it, haha.

praise Him for exam results as well.

sometimes, i feel like i can really just fall on my knees (even if i’m sitting down!) & just, praise Him. stop whatever i’m doing & just do that. yeah. unspeakable joy as i said, is what keeps me happy. unspeakable joy i am sure, comes from the Holy spirit in me.

God is so good, He has just sparked off the determination & perseverance in me for the movement. i know we can do this yeahhh!!! (:

i’m excited for the 2nd core meeting. i wonder what God has in store for us! & its awesome that now david, gabriel & chris are joining us. hahah yay (: the 1st time we officially met was like urm, swim meet that day? haha yep (: haha its funny cus it seems to be all guys. thats mainly because the ratio of girls to guys in my small group is like 1:3? hahh yes.

alright back to chinese. BBBBBBB! no C. A would be nice, but B seems more possible haha.

Spark.

be still for the presence of the Lord
the Holy One is here
come bow before Him now
with reverence & fear
in Him no sin is found
we stand on Holy ground
Be still for the presence of the Lord
the Holy One is here

thank You Lord. thank You for everything, for the wonderful friends i have, for the opportunities You’ve given me. i pray that i will make full use of each & every single opportunity! yes, to be a tool of God requires much moulding, much practice. i just pray that He’ll grant each & everyone of us the spirit of perseverance.

today a thought came unto me: without Faith, God can do nothing with you, for you.

like what Adriel said. first you have faith, then you surrender, then do you get to experience God. its true, oh so true.

thank You for today. thanks to grace & diane for today. love you two (: i hope that the two of you will read this! & comment! heheee. first people to know this place.

MG needs revival, MG’S GOING TO HAVE REVIVAL. just like YM is going to have (that i can feel strongly!) so is mg, so is the movement. with God, all things is possible. its time for Mg to go back fully to God. not just 1/8 of the population. He has a greater vision for the school, He has a greater vision for the 6 of us. i believe that is going to happen, if we seek Him, if we have faith. we’re going to have faith uprising in the school. its not something thats going to happen overnight. if revival happens in just one night, if evangelizing happens in one night, then our lives would be a lot shorter right? afterall, we live to spread His love, we live to praise His name, till our work is done, then do we return to heaven.

i’m ready for the mission, are you ready?

how will they know
unless we tell them
how can they believe
something they never heard
how will they feel
His love thats waiting
Lord i want to go
so they can know
those who call upon the Lord
will be saved

in His love, tiffany.

& as we worship build Your throne

Jesus we enthrone You
we proclaim You are King
standing here in the midst us
we raise You up with our praise

thank you (: to those awesome people out there who have been really encouraging & haha yeah, entertaining. bigbigbigBIG thank you to you alll! really awesome people. haha. yes for enduring all my crazy panic attacks i keep having like every chapter of whatever subject heh.

thank You Lord too. although i dont think i’ll do very well this time, at least i did it with You. whatever result, i will praise You. & i will work harder for prelims! yes, i will.

3more papers, 2more days. tml’s english only. yayyyy! tml is mug hist & ss day haha (: then TEMPORARY FREEDOM! (like, one long weekend. friday till monday) on friday i’m gna be a busy woman (: like, out with friends, & then i suppose to meet church friends to compile a nice present for adriel, & then go for small group at 8.30! but now i’m asked to go for GAP & then also like meet up with the small group people to compile the stuff. so i dunno if i should skip small group or not ): see how see how! hopefully max, david they all can come up with a reasonable timing. wheeee.

RIGHT, SLEEP TIME!!

Thoughts

next week’s midyears. i don’t know how i feel. i only know i’m unprepared. i’m going to mug somemore after this.

today Ms Or made us do some Bible study thingy with the class. i wonder how the class felt. i only know that when i prayed in front of them, it wasn’t thatttt scary. hahah it just like normal, when praying with a small group of people out loud & all. haha (: oh well. its over. i hope they got charis’ message on trusting in the Lord.

God you are great. You are God. we need You, I need You. without You, i am nothing.

with You, i can do all things.

thank You Lord.

CIP reflections chionged today. haha, if i really could, i would have really put in alot more thought. but i guess those thoughts are more personal? sigggh. but i really never expected that a visit to St Lukes’ could got me thinking so much.

there’s so many people out there to be saved. just look around. even in a Methodist school, there’s so many unsaved souls there.

Lord, i wanna reach out.

i’m missing founder’s day dinner. final decision. i’m going for Hearts Aflame Conference. God said if i want Him to use me, i have to give up & surrender things that matter alot to me, just to take up the cross to follow Him. kinda dumb right, if i keep saying use me, but yet i refuse to give up stuff. like, how is God going to fill you if you keep yourself filled with other stuff?

empty yourself, that is. & let God’s power, wonder & love enter your life. forever.

:)

ah lets see, i forgot what i wanted to say!!

oh yes. church was good, really inspiring. i guess today’s really just God telling me that He’s in control of everything, & that through Him i can make it for my midyears. hmmm YES I CAN DO IT. thanks to adriel for bringing up that point (:

other than that, for ym, it was just spent worshipping, & either laughing with david or laughing AT david. HAHA! so much for laughing at me the other time, now my turn! HAHAHAA. yes & the both of us are coming up with something so super brilliant ahh i can’t wait! midyears hurry endd! (:

i feel like i’m falling sick ): pokays i dont mind not going school tml. i rather stay home & study!

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hearts aflame conference? how? should i go? i want to, i think God wants me to go. BUT. aiyyeee.

God, help me to remember to surrender.
surrender everything to You.

swayness. thats what. haha. hmm shall ask around to see if anyone in chosen1s are goingg (:

i’m mentally preparing myself to take in the fact that i might, actually miss founder’s day dinner.

rawr.

its okay, God. i’m surrendering.

school’s such a bother these days, bother. haha.

sometimes people gotta be happier with simpler stuff eh.
being happy is good what! heh.

oh well. i thank the Lord for such awesome people around me (:
to a certain few, you guys really helped me alot recently
& thanks plenty for all the weirdo nonsense we always talk & laugh & whatever about hahhha.

bleah. i don’t like midyears

i think i’ve been blogging here a wee bit too muchhh (:

33
the age that You died for me
now here i am at 33
33
you crowned it with Your life upon a tree
the mystery of Your love for me.

study study.

TIFFANY. PLEASE STUDY.

hahaha i conclude i really cannot take alot of milk products. i visited the toilet for quite awhile today urggh.

i forgot what i wanted to say.. oh well! come back again later, when i’m done with studying ((:

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AHA back! hmm lets see today i did stuff. studyyy yessss. 9+ chapters of CHEMISTRY. 2hours of CHEM tuition. blah i am going to die from overdose of chemistry. yep & now i shall do PHYSICS. yes today’s a sciency day, how cool is that! (so not. but amazing haha!) & tml will be a mathy day. lalalalaa wheeeee. yes through Christ all things are possible! I’M GOING TO PASS MY CHEM MIDYEARS, PRELIMS & OLEVELS. & its gna be more than just a pass, cus i’ve got Christ with me )))) yayyyy.

God Speaking
Have you ever heard a love song that
set your spirit free
Have you ever watched a sunrise and
felt that you could not breathe
what if its Him
what if its God speaking

Have you ever cried a tear that
You could not explain
Have you ever met a stranger
Who already knew your name
What if it’s Him
What if it’s God speaking

Who knows how He’ll get a hold of us
Get our attention to prove He is enough
He’ll do and He’ll use
Whatever He wants to
To tell us “I love you”

Have you ever lost a loved one
Who you thought should still be here
Do you know what it feels like
To be tangled up in fear
What if He’s somehow involved
What if He’s speaking through it all

Who knows how He’ll get a hold of us
Get our attention to prove He is enough
He’ll do and He’ll use
Whatever He wants to
To tell us “I love you”

His ways are higher
His ways are better
Though sometimes strange
What could be stranger
Than God in a manger

Who knows how He’ll get a hold of us
Get our attention to prove He is enough
Who knows how He’ll get a hold of you
Get your attention to prove He is enough
He’ll do and He’ll use
Whatever He wants to
To tell us “I love you”

God is speaking
“I love you”